Carolina heat.

I haven't used this in awhile. I like tumblr much more.

i feel like i can say more on this though because not everyone will see it. Only a few people know i have this blogger.

Im sitting in my room alone. I don't know where everyone else is. I thought being home was supposed to make you feel less lonely? Wrong. Ever since I've been home its like I'm not really all together. I don't like being here. 

On another issue, I'm being really stupid. I shouldn't be doing that. Fuck. ..

My last post didn't make sense. My mind was on overdrive. 

I guess I could experience architecture and beauty, but I want to meet people.

i don't really know what i am even talking about.

round in circles.

I feel like there is so much more out there for me. So many times I just want to take all the money I have and get away. I want to experience so much. I would love to see the whole world, but I don't want to wait until I'm senile, what fun would that be? I would walk around Italy for five minutes and then have to sit down because I was out of breath. I feel like when you're younger you see the world differently (not that I can really clarify that, I've never been 60 haha) because you need to learn from experience. How can I experience the world when I'm 60 years old, and I am supposed to have learned most of life's lessons? 

My mind keeps wandering everywhere. I want to leave. One way ticket, but to where?

something new?

lauraveit.tumblr.com

RIP Kristina Burd.

You will be missed.

rawrrra

People are so rude. I don't understand when people fairly close to you can bash MY own siblings, turn around, and be like totally fine in front of them. Grow up, say it to their face, and not behind their damn back. Recently, I've found out the people who mean most to me. It is definitely not a lot of people either. I've also realized that out of all the people you know in high school, only a few will really be there for you, thank you stephanie, mike, michelle, danny and cortney. I love my friends here at VCU so much. I couldn't ask for anything more. I can't wait to live with my best friends next year.

hopelesssdreamm

First off, I got into fashion design :)

Second, AFO is almost over.

Third, I am going home this summer.

Fourth, I am going to miss Cullen/Bestfranns terribly.

Fifth, I can't get A Fine Frenzy out of my head.

Can't you just let me be?

On another note, I never really know what to write in this thing. My life isn't exciting. 

in a big city, ive never felt so alone as i do right now.

whatevs. 

oh hey.

portfolios are due in less than two weeks, i pray i get into Fashion Design. :/

i have two tests.

a paper to write.

and work.

i hate it.

summer, are you ever going to show up?

so sick.

i guess its time to update.

Lately I haven't been doing anything. I haven't been to class, but that is because i have no motivation. I just want spring break to be here so i can get my head together. I need to work on so much art, study for art history and sociology (fml).  I need a break to see my family and just relax.

I have a twitter now: twitter.com/lauraveit. I have to admit that it is rather annoying when you are trying to sleep. My phone is constantly vibrating. I get all excited, then its a fucking twitter. Seriously? 

Ive  sneezed about 1milllioonn times today, and i had a bloody nose.

Its snowing outside, and its been the most enjoyable part of my day.

i better not have art history tomorrow.

bodyhurts

i want hair like this 

bangs, and long. 

oh, and better not have mono.  

ramble

I have a lookbook now, but i need to take pictures.

anyone wanna take picturesssssssssss?

i shall send my link once i have it up.

:D

i got paid yesterday, i worked 18 hours ($8/hour) butttt i only got $80, and its under the table, so no taxes.

so many confused.

cant stop posting.

dripbook love

ps, i bought the sweeeeeeeetest boots at a thrift store for five buck.

i will upload a picture later.

love them

ugh

After obsessing over lookbook, i really want one.

BUT i cant because you have to be invited? or apply? and you have to put your blog to  "check out" i guess. Im too boring for it i think.

this website is really making me want to do fashion, its a love hate relationship.

i love fashion, but i hate that i might no succeed in it.

so many options, so little time.

I suppose..

i should update this.

So, i finally figured out what I am doing this summer. Staying in Richmond, and living by myself basically. I will have two of my best friends living with me at the end of summer. I am actually really excited. The only way I was allowed to stay was if i got a job, take some classes, and promise to visit home. Now all i need is to actually find a sweet house. 

I'm getting my bike next Thursday. so essssited. Now it just needs to get warmer so i don't freeze my ass off while riding. 

i want to go shopping right meow.

so scatter-brained.

jffskjdfjkldfsjklfdsjkldfs

i procrastinate too much.

fail.

....

I've come to terms that I'm really bad at keeping this thing updated. I'd much rather read other blogs my friends keep up with, than have to keep up with mine. I'm not even sure anyone even reads this anyways. I guess its just here to ramble.

Lately, I have been really confused at what I want to do with my life. I currently am in the  VCU school of the arts, and I know that I want to do something in that field, but it is just so hard to decide what. The horrible part is that I'm not even guaranteed a spot in my chosen major. Its so competitive. I want to do everything. What's sad is I know what I want to minor (creative advertising) in, but not major. I need to just do some self searching I suppose.

salad.

The best kind of laughter is when your sitting by yourself; you think of a past event, and just start laughing. Not only does it keep you smiling, but it also makes you look like a complete idiot if you're by yourself, which is also laughable. I always find myself laughing at things that are days old, and i think to myself "wow, Laura, way to be a week late."

Most of the things I've been laughing at recently are the stupid things all of my friends say. Mostly from this one video.

salad.

i went to my graphic design class today. i don't like it. 

i forgot how good it feels to draw. pen to paper. thought. Recently I've began to hate drawing because it was always things that didn't interest me. Ive never been comfortable with my drawing skills like my other art skills, but today was the first day that i was. My drawing class is a bit weird. My teacher is pretty old, and loves to reminisce about when he broke his leg, or when he almost went to Vietnam. I like the class, but there is a very specific way he wants things drawn. He's not really open to suggestions, which would usually bother me, but it doesn't. He wants shapes with different value, not smudged shading. I have no problem with that, really, its just that Ive never really drawn like that. Today was my first time, and i really enjoyed it surprisingly.

Obama is officially president.

firsts.

I’ve never used a blog before (minus the popular “live-journal” craze when I was a younnngggin). I always get confused on what to write in them. There are usually two types of entries: the serious, deep, lengthy logs that describe life, music, and every miniscule detail that takes part in someone’s life, but then there are the pointless stupid ranting logs with meaningless information you cant help but laugh at it. I’ve by no means been really good at either, and I just end up looking stupid. I guess this will be my first attempt J I’m going to try and keep up with this as often as possibly, because I know its good to write.

It’s the New Year, and how cliché, my resolution is to quit smoking. I failed the first day. I have no willpower whatsoever it seems like. I’ve been doing better though. I vowed I will never buy a pack again, and I haven’t yet.  I didn’t want to have such a lame resolution, but in all honesty I need to quit. I heard its bad for you ;)

 

I’ve been listening to a lot of Manchester Orchestra lately.

 

“Because if seeing is believing,

Then believe that we have lost our eyes”

 

my favorite line. 

It’s so true, too.